Idaho

Hello Everyone! It has been too long hasn't it? Way to much has happened in the past few months to go into to much detail and to be perfectly honest, I don't want to re-live some of it. I did try to hurt myself almost to death at the beginning of Feb. I am not sure why I put myself to that extreme, but I will explain what I have thought of in the past few weeks. I blame some of it on the anti-depressents I was taking at the time (prozac), and the rest of it on the issues between my family and my husband and my daughter.

I have an amazing family and I have an amazing husband but they seem to see eye to eye. I can't force it and I will quit trying. I can't please everyone and I don't know how to please myself so I have made a hard decision to lay low until I can learn to make myself happy and how to like myself.

On a lighter and better note, we got the opportunity to go up to Idaho for over a week. We left Cali on the 14th of Feb and got home on the 23rd. We had such a good time and I think our family (Joe, the kids, and me) got the footings for the right track. We went bowling twice. Once Joe and I went out on an actual date to the bowling alley and I have to say we had a fantastic time and I enjoyed beating him. Just Kidding. He won all four games. I've never been good at it. It's ok though because it didn't matter who won, just that we were spending some much needed time together. The second time we went with Mom and Dad and took the kids. Ari went bowling for the first time ever and let me tell you what at blast she had. She decided she wanted to bowl everyday. It was to cute.

Joe also took us up to Sun Valley/Ketchum. There are a few ski resorts there. It was BEAUTIFUL up there. I had never seen so much snow in my life. We all enjoyed playing in it. It was a nice drive and a nice time.

I got some great pictures of everything, but I have not finished editing them. As soon as I'm done I will post them. I apologize. I hope everyone who reads this is in good health and spirits!